2010 (take two)

i realised that i need to change my life and get out of this boring routine i've got myself into. and thats what i'm gonna try my darndest to do. even if i don't stick at it..i will try. i will try the hardest i ever did try.

i have a list of 15 sections as it were. i'm going to pick the 5 main for me (and bold them!) and write about what i could change and how i will do it. i'm gonna write about what i could do to change the other things to so that i can do it if i feel liek it or have time, but don't have to :)

artistic/creativity
i'm pretty good in this area of my life, since i sing and draw and write stuff but it'd be good to have a secure outlet where it always happens because otherwise when i get weighed down with work i can find myself totally neglecting my artistic side. therefore me & mara have decided to get together every other friday after school to write and play music. it will be really good.

career - well i'm too young to get into a career, but picking the right things for my a level options based on what i truly enjoy doing definitely comes under this.
community - err...i won't drop litter, i'll put it in a bin.
family - yeh i should probably have made this another main one but ah well. i don't spend as much time with my family as i probably should, so i will try to actually go and visit family when parents go..and maybe try and be a bit more tolerant of my parents insanity
financial - get a job. or something.

fitness
i'm not unfit but i'm not exactly in the peak of fitness so i've put this one in to make myself a) feel better about myself (exercise increases levels of some sort of happy-making hormone..) and b) can't do any harm right? so in this year i went running a bit but i hate going on my own, and the reason i've never really bothered with anything fitnessy is because i'm too self aware to do it alone. but nowwwww mara & ciara are going to get gym memberships and i shall therefore join them! which leads neatly onto...

friends
soooo i feel like i want a tight group of friends back. i miss having a little group of people that i can rely on and who are always there for me. i mean..i have those people..but those people aren't really linked in anyway and most of them don't really know each other. so i'm going to try to catch up with old friends and try to restrengthen our friendship, arrange more going out things with groups of female friends in an attempt to get a little group because i miss things like shopping trips and just simple stuff like that, and i'm going to make an effort to go out when invited and meet new people, yay :)
oh and of course make sure i don't loose any of my current maties

fun - i have fun :)

health
kinda goes what i said with fitness. i'm not fully sure what i'm going to do about this one yet, but i think i will definitely try and get more sleep, drink more water and the obvious eat better. eat better will be the trickiest for me since i'm so darn picky!

intelligence - well you know, GCSE year and all that. i shall try not to fail.. but if i do badly i won't get too bummed out about it either.
living environment - just keep it tidy, keep pretty things on the walls, stuff like that.
personal relationship - thats the fucking best thing in my life right now. i just have to try not to mess it up, but if it does all go pear shaped i need to make sure not to get too down about it either

psychological
this could be a long one. it's basically just inkeeping with who i am - continue being a cheerful, optimistic, open, lively, happy person. try not to let things get me down, try not to worry, strike a healthy balance between school and social..all those things.

recreation - this is partly the music thing with mara, but i'll also make sure that once a week i go out with friends, even if it is just to costa after school for a hot choc.
spiritual - errr yeh. maybe do some yoga? not got anything for this so it can be obsolete.

happy 2010 x