so i was lazily 'revising' RS when i had a thought.
on death, it said "some believe that there is no life after death, and that you simply end once you die".
which got me thinking..why /waste/ our lives? why waste this shot, which may possibly be our ONLY shot on being negative and miserable and doing what other people want us to. surely we should feel EVERYTHING fully, we should do what we want to do, we should make an impact on the world and not just drift by and hope nobody notices us.
lets get our act together.
Saturday, 17 April 2010
Thursday, 15 April 2010
stolen from ems facebook :o
Are you ready for a long survey that actually has some new questions?
umm sureee
Have you kissed someone in 2010 that means a lot to you?
of coursee (:
What does the song you're listening to remind you of?
nothing is playing :o
How did you get your last bruise?
i can't remember, i always get bruises
Is there someone who you instantly smile when you receive a message from?
yup
Where was your default picture taken?
in my room
Name something you dislike about the day you're having?
i feel a bit ill
Are you disappointed in anyone?
As of right now, no I'm not. Those who would have disappointed me no longer do, purely because I'm used to it now.
If you are being extremely quiet what does that mean?
tired or a bit upset
Do you have a friend you can tell stuff to and you’re sure they won’t tell?
no. well yes. ish.
Will you be driving in a year?
might be
Have you made a mistake this past week?
yesss :o
Is there anything in your past that you'd like to try again?
yep
Where is your biological father right now?
on a train
Do you think your life story would make a great movie?
a romcom
Is your room clean?
yep i do believe it is
How many tattoos would you get?
just one
Is there a night you would like to put on repeat, and live it forever?
no, theres too much to experience to do the same thing over and over
If you had to get a piercing right now, what would it be?
i wouldn't, i've had bad enough issues with ears :s
What woke you up this morning?
dunnooo, i just..woke up...
What are you sick of?
being ill
Are you missing anyone/ something?
yes yes yes
Next time you will kiss someone?
tomorrow or saturday
Think back to the last person you kissed, how many times have you cried in there arms?
about...2? maybe 3...
What are some things you do when you’re mad?
throw things!
When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
last week
How do you feel about your hair right now?
it's ok..gone a strange colour
What are you listening to right now?
the simpsons :)
Are there any stressful situations in your life?
prom and exams. mainly exams :P
Do you enjoy late night phone conversations?
depends how tired i am
Who is the last person to send you a message?
alexxxx :)
Are you wearing something that belongs to someone else?
no :o i forgot to wear my bracelets
Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
mine
When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings?
errr..oh i don't know, a while ago
Do you hate the last person you kissed?
nopee
Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
no
Who was the last person you changed in front of?
alex
Who is the last person you physically hit?
um..i'm not sure i hit a lot of people :P probably alex
Would you date someone if they asked you right now?
no...
Is it okay if you kiss people when you're single?
yes
Have you ever listened to music you hated just to fit in?
yes..
Will your next kiss be a mistake?
i doubt it
What was the last good news you heard?
today i think :)
If you had the chance to move to a completely different state, would you?
i don't live in a state :P i like sussex though so
What is something you’ve always wanted a girl/boy to do for you?
tell me why they love me, or write me a song or something like that :)
What do you wish you had more knowledge about?
GCSE subjects i'm taking :P
What food are you craving right now?
none i feel sick
What are the things you’ve learned over the past year?
i don't know..all sorts. Mainly that I love being childlike and silly and making people smile.
Whose birthday is coming up?
maras
Did the last person to hurt you, ever apologize?
nope
Who was the last person you had a conversation with on the phone?
alex
Do you think the last person you kissed is nice?
yes :)
Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days?
nooo
Who last made you laugh harder than you have in a long time?
hannah
Do you start the water before you get in the shower?
no
Would you ever get someones name tattooed on you?
no
Who did you hang out with last?
hannahh
Do you LOVE anyone?
yes :)
umm sureee
Have you kissed someone in 2010 that means a lot to you?
of coursee (:
What does the song you're listening to remind you of?
nothing is playing :o
How did you get your last bruise?
i can't remember, i always get bruises
Is there someone who you instantly smile when you receive a message from?
yup
Where was your default picture taken?
in my room
Name something you dislike about the day you're having?
i feel a bit ill
Are you disappointed in anyone?
As of right now, no I'm not. Those who would have disappointed me no longer do, purely because I'm used to it now.
If you are being extremely quiet what does that mean?
tired or a bit upset
Do you have a friend you can tell stuff to and you’re sure they won’t tell?
no. well yes. ish.
Will you be driving in a year?
might be
Have you made a mistake this past week?
yesss :o
Is there anything in your past that you'd like to try again?
yep
Where is your biological father right now?
on a train
Do you think your life story would make a great movie?
a romcom
Is your room clean?
yep i do believe it is
How many tattoos would you get?
just one
Is there a night you would like to put on repeat, and live it forever?
no, theres too much to experience to do the same thing over and over
If you had to get a piercing right now, what would it be?
i wouldn't, i've had bad enough issues with ears :s
What woke you up this morning?
dunnooo, i just..woke up...
What are you sick of?
being ill
Are you missing anyone/ something?
yes yes yes
Next time you will kiss someone?
tomorrow or saturday
Think back to the last person you kissed, how many times have you cried in there arms?
about...2? maybe 3...
What are some things you do when you’re mad?
throw things!
When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
last week
How do you feel about your hair right now?
it's ok..gone a strange colour
What are you listening to right now?
the simpsons :)
Are there any stressful situations in your life?
prom and exams. mainly exams :P
Do you enjoy late night phone conversations?
depends how tired i am
Who is the last person to send you a message?
alexxxx :)
Are you wearing something that belongs to someone else?
no :o i forgot to wear my bracelets
Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
mine
When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings?
errr..oh i don't know, a while ago
Do you hate the last person you kissed?
nopee
Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
no
Who was the last person you changed in front of?
alex
Who is the last person you physically hit?
um..i'm not sure i hit a lot of people :P probably alex
Would you date someone if they asked you right now?
no...
Is it okay if you kiss people when you're single?
yes
Have you ever listened to music you hated just to fit in?
yes..
Will your next kiss be a mistake?
i doubt it
What was the last good news you heard?
today i think :)
If you had the chance to move to a completely different state, would you?
i don't live in a state :P i like sussex though so
What is something you’ve always wanted a girl/boy to do for you?
tell me why they love me, or write me a song or something like that :)
What do you wish you had more knowledge about?
GCSE subjects i'm taking :P
What food are you craving right now?
none i feel sick
What are the things you’ve learned over the past year?
i don't know..all sorts. Mainly that I love being childlike and silly and making people smile.
Whose birthday is coming up?
maras
Did the last person to hurt you, ever apologize?
nope
Who was the last person you had a conversation with on the phone?
alex
Do you think the last person you kissed is nice?
yes :)
Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days?
nooo
Who last made you laugh harder than you have in a long time?
hannah
Do you start the water before you get in the shower?
no
Would you ever get someones name tattooed on you?
no
Who did you hang out with last?
hannahh
Do you LOVE anyone?
yes :)
Tuesday, 23 March 2010
why does everything make me cry
every 2 weeks or so i seem to get upset and have a proper cryfestthing :(
Friday, 19 March 2010
even when i do try i still can't win!
people say to me that i don't try enough when it comes to friendships...well then fucking try back! i can't do all the work! you can't say "oh well you never talk to me.." well you never talk to me either SO! argggghhhh
i steal surveys from peoples facebooks :)
What does it mean when you bite your lip?
that i'm thinking or nervous
Has anyone ever seen you completely nude?
well yes remember i did get born :P (hahahah such a weird way of phrasing it)
How do you feel about the way you look?
i'm alright
Who was the last person that you insulted?
my father...oops
Do you enjoy being naked?
not when its cold :(
Are you comfortable being naked around other people?
why are there so many questions about nakedness?
What time did you go to sleep last night?
12ish but then i woke up feeling sick at about 3 :(
Have you recently had plans with someone and they cancelled?
no, i cancelled, oops
Who was the last person to call you baby?
i don't think anyone has even called me that
Does it snow where you live?
not normally but it did this year :o
Are you listening to music?
nope, i'm watching 101 dalmatians!
What does your phone do when you get a new message?
vibrates which always makes me jump
What are you excited for?
health
Have you ever kissed a girl?
no
Do you know anyone that has been in rehab?
no
Are you single?
no
Do you like it that way?
i love it :)
Have you ever liked someone older than you?
indeeeeed
Do you have a strong relationship with your parents?
my mum
Do you know your best friend's middle name?
no :O
What woke you up today?
my mother
Have you done anything embarrassing today?
yes but cos i've been on my own there was no one to see it and henceforth it was not embarrassing
Do you like the colour of macaroni?
what colour is macaroni?
Do you think relationships are ever really worth it?
yesss :)
When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?
yesterday XD
Are you a bad influence?
i do not know
Have you ever kissed someone that was high?
nope
What is the last thing you said out loud?
i can't remember :s
Do you sleep on your stomach?
no, no i do not
What is on your bed right now?
a duvet, a blanket, some pillows and probably some tissues (haha that wasn't meant to be dodgy, i have a cold!)
Do you have any strange phobias?
butterflies :) tho i'm only scared if they fly near me, i like watching them from a distance
Where do you usually spend New Years?
in my house
Have you kissed someone in the past week?
yes
Have you ever broken someone's heart?
don't think so
Who do you tell the most to?
hannah/cat/alex
What do you carry with you at all times?
phone...usually ipod too
Will your next kiss be a mistake?
no unless i accidentally give him my cold :(
When was the last time you saw your grandpa?
many many years ago
Who was the last person you talked to in person?
mother
Have you lost friends in the past 3 years?
yehh :(
Do you care if people hate you for no reason?
yeh but i'm learning not to cos a lot of people do
Do you drink tea?
not really
Have you ever talked to someone when they were high?
yess
Have you ever been out past curfew?
don't have a curfew
Are you happy?
i'm not bad, having a happy life atm but fed up of being ill atm
Is your room clean?
it's not bad
Has anyone got on your nerves lately?
yehh
Who was the last person to IM you?
alex
Would you shave your head if a family member asked you to because they had cancer?
family member? probably not
What would you do if the doctor told you that you were pregnant?
laugh at them and say "well thats impossible AND i've not been in a hot tub"
Are you good at hiding your feelings?
no
Are you wasting your time on someone?
no :)
Last thing that made you cry:
being ill and feeling unloved
Do you have a bad temper?
no
Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
dunnoooo...probably not
How many funerals have you been to in your lifetime?
errmm...three i think..
What is your deepest fear?
being totally alone
Do you have a secret crush on someone?
nope
Are you proud of who you are?
i'm getting there
A book ever made you cry?
yep :) hahah
that i'm thinking or nervous
Has anyone ever seen you completely nude?
well yes remember i did get born :P (hahahah such a weird way of phrasing it)
How do you feel about the way you look?
i'm alright
Who was the last person that you insulted?
my father...oops
Do you enjoy being naked?
not when its cold :(
Are you comfortable being naked around other people?
why are there so many questions about nakedness?
What time did you go to sleep last night?
12ish but then i woke up feeling sick at about 3 :(
Have you recently had plans with someone and they cancelled?
no, i cancelled, oops
Who was the last person to call you baby?
i don't think anyone has even called me that
Does it snow where you live?
not normally but it did this year :o
Are you listening to music?
nope, i'm watching 101 dalmatians!
What does your phone do when you get a new message?
vibrates which always makes me jump
What are you excited for?
health
Have you ever kissed a girl?
no
Do you know anyone that has been in rehab?
no
Are you single?
no
Do you like it that way?
i love it :)
Have you ever liked someone older than you?
indeeeeed
Do you have a strong relationship with your parents?
my mum
Do you know your best friend's middle name?
no :O
What woke you up today?
my mother
Have you done anything embarrassing today?
yes but cos i've been on my own there was no one to see it and henceforth it was not embarrassing
Do you like the colour of macaroni?
what colour is macaroni?
Do you think relationships are ever really worth it?
yesss :)
When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?
yesterday XD
Are you a bad influence?
i do not know
Have you ever kissed someone that was high?
nope
What is the last thing you said out loud?
i can't remember :s
Do you sleep on your stomach?
no, no i do not
What is on your bed right now?
a duvet, a blanket, some pillows and probably some tissues (haha that wasn't meant to be dodgy, i have a cold!)
Do you have any strange phobias?
butterflies :) tho i'm only scared if they fly near me, i like watching them from a distance
Where do you usually spend New Years?
in my house
Have you kissed someone in the past week?
yes
Have you ever broken someone's heart?
don't think so
Who do you tell the most to?
hannah/cat/alex
What do you carry with you at all times?
phone...usually ipod too
Will your next kiss be a mistake?
no unless i accidentally give him my cold :(
When was the last time you saw your grandpa?
many many years ago
Who was the last person you talked to in person?
mother
Have you lost friends in the past 3 years?
yehh :(
Do you care if people hate you for no reason?
yeh but i'm learning not to cos a lot of people do
Do you drink tea?
not really
Have you ever talked to someone when they were high?
yess
Have you ever been out past curfew?
don't have a curfew
Are you happy?
i'm not bad, having a happy life atm but fed up of being ill atm
Is your room clean?
it's not bad
Has anyone got on your nerves lately?
yehh
Who was the last person to IM you?
alex
Would you shave your head if a family member asked you to because they had cancer?
family member? probably not
What would you do if the doctor told you that you were pregnant?
laugh at them and say "well thats impossible AND i've not been in a hot tub"
Are you good at hiding your feelings?
no
Are you wasting your time on someone?
no :)
Last thing that made you cry:
being ill and feeling unloved
Do you have a bad temper?
no
Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
dunnoooo...probably not
How many funerals have you been to in your lifetime?
errmm...three i think..
What is your deepest fear?
being totally alone
Do you have a secret crush on someone?
nope
Are you proud of who you are?
i'm getting there
A book ever made you cry?
yep :) hahah
Wednesday, 17 March 2010
Monday, 15 February 2010
survey :)
Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
closed
Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel?
nope
Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out?
out, but my bed is against a wall and that side has to be tucked into the wall
Have you ever stolen a street sign before?
no but i'd quite like to
Do you like to use post-it notes?
yes but i never do
Do you cut out coupons but then never use them?
no
Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees?
neither
Do you have freckles?
in the summer
Do you always smile for pictures?
mostly
What is your biggest pet peeve?
errrm...i dunno really
Do you ever count your steps when you walk?
no
Have you ever peed in the woods?
no
What about pooped in the woods?
no
Do you ever dance even if theres no music playing?
yep
Do you chew your pens and pencils?
no
How many people have you slept with this week?
none
What size is your bed?
single
What is your Song of the week?
golden skans by klaxons
Is it okay for guys to wear pink?
sometimes
Do you still watch cartoons?
sometimes
Whats your least favorite movie?
errr i dunno..i don't have a least favourite but the knowing is awful
Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some?
in the beach :)
What do you drink with dinner?
water usually
What do you dip a chicken nugget in?
tomato ketchup
What is your favorite food?
speghetti bolognese
What movies could you watch over and over and still love?
yes man :)
Last person you kissed/kissed you?
alex
Were you ever a boy/girl scout?
haha no
Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine?
probably not
When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper?
decemberish
Can you change the oil on a car?
probably if i tried
Ever gotten a speeding ticket?
no
Ran out of gas?
no
Favorite kind of sandwich?
chocolate spread :P so cool
Best thing to eat for breakfast?
banana bread!
What is your usual bedtime?
12ish
Are you lazy?
quite
When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween?
nothing really...a witch i guess
What is your Chinese astrological sign?
virgo
How many languages can you speak?
2
Do you have any magazine subscriptions?
nopee
Which are better legos or lincoln logs?
ehhh?!
Are you stubborn?
i can be
Who is better...Leno or Letterman?
never watched either
Ever watch soap operas?
rarely
Afraid of heights?
yes
Sing in the car?
yes
Dance in the shower?
no
Dance in the car?
no
Ever used a gun?
no
Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?
never..
Do you think musicals are cheesy?
yes but they're great
Is Christmas stressful?
ish but it's good
Ever eat a pierogi?
a what?
Favorite type of fruit pie?
apple
Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
singer or archaeologist
Do you believe in ghosts?
i don't know
Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
yep
Take a vitamin daily?
sometimes
Wear slippers?
am wearing them right now
Wear a bath robe?
again, wearing them right now :)
What do you wear to bed?
joggers and a tshirt or hoodie
First concert?
errmmmm dunno something that my parents liked
Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?
target, tho i've never been in any of them
Nike or Adidas?
adidas
Cheetos Or Fritos?
cheetos
Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?
sunflower seeds
Ever hear of the group Tres Bien?
nope
Ever take dance lessons?
yep
Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?
yessssss :) hahah
Can you curl your tongue?
i can!
Ever won a spelling bee?
no because i've never entered one but i was good at spelling as a kid
Have you ever cried because you were so happy?
yes!
Own any record albums?
no but i wish i did
Own a record player?
same as above
Regularly burn incense?
no i'm allergic
Ever been in love?
i am right now :)
Who would you like to see in concert?
sooo many people...kings of leon or bon jovi would be GREATTT though
What was the last concert you saw?
paramore!
Hot tea or cold tea?
hot tea silly
Tea or coffee?
tea
Sugar or snickerdoodles?
dunno what the second thing is
Can you swim well?
not really
Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?
yep
Are you patient?
ish
DJ or band, at a wedding?
band, always
Ever won a contest?
errr dunno
Ever have plastic surgery?
nope
Which are better black or green olives?
neither
Can you knit or crochet?
used to be able to knit but i can't anymore
Best room for a fireplace?
living room
Do you want to get married?
not sure yet
If married, how long have you been married?
N/A
Who was your HS crush?
my current boyfriend :)
Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your own way?
no
Do you have kids?
no
Do you want kids?
not sure
Whats your favorite color?
most colours, i am partial to pink though. and blue
Do you miss anyone right now?
yeh :)
Did you watch, Next Great American Band on FOX?
no XD
closed
Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel?
nope
Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out?
out, but my bed is against a wall and that side has to be tucked into the wall
Have you ever stolen a street sign before?
no but i'd quite like to
Do you like to use post-it notes?
yes but i never do
Do you cut out coupons but then never use them?
no
Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees?
neither
Do you have freckles?
in the summer
Do you always smile for pictures?
mostly
What is your biggest pet peeve?
errrm...i dunno really
Do you ever count your steps when you walk?
no
Have you ever peed in the woods?
no
What about pooped in the woods?
no
Do you ever dance even if theres no music playing?
yep
Do you chew your pens and pencils?
no
How many people have you slept with this week?
none
What size is your bed?
single
What is your Song of the week?
golden skans by klaxons
Is it okay for guys to wear pink?
sometimes
Do you still watch cartoons?
sometimes
Whats your least favorite movie?
errr i dunno..i don't have a least favourite but the knowing is awful
Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some?
in the beach :)
What do you drink with dinner?
water usually
What do you dip a chicken nugget in?
tomato ketchup
What is your favorite food?
speghetti bolognese
What movies could you watch over and over and still love?
yes man :)
Last person you kissed/kissed you?
alex
Were you ever a boy/girl scout?
haha no
Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine?
probably not
When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper?
decemberish
Can you change the oil on a car?
probably if i tried
Ever gotten a speeding ticket?
no
Ran out of gas?
no
Favorite kind of sandwich?
chocolate spread :P so cool
Best thing to eat for breakfast?
banana bread!
What is your usual bedtime?
12ish
Are you lazy?
quite
When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween?
nothing really...a witch i guess
What is your Chinese astrological sign?
virgo
How many languages can you speak?
2
Do you have any magazine subscriptions?
nopee
Which are better legos or lincoln logs?
ehhh?!
Are you stubborn?
i can be
Who is better...Leno or Letterman?
never watched either
Ever watch soap operas?
rarely
Afraid of heights?
yes
Sing in the car?
yes
Dance in the shower?
no
Dance in the car?
no
Ever used a gun?
no
Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?
never..
Do you think musicals are cheesy?
yes but they're great
Is Christmas stressful?
ish but it's good
Ever eat a pierogi?
a what?
Favorite type of fruit pie?
apple
Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
singer or archaeologist
Do you believe in ghosts?
i don't know
Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
yep
Take a vitamin daily?
sometimes
Wear slippers?
am wearing them right now
Wear a bath robe?
again, wearing them right now :)
What do you wear to bed?
joggers and a tshirt or hoodie
First concert?
errmmmm dunno something that my parents liked
Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?
target, tho i've never been in any of them
Nike or Adidas?
adidas
Cheetos Or Fritos?
cheetos
Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?
sunflower seeds
Ever hear of the group Tres Bien?
nope
Ever take dance lessons?
yep
Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?
yessssss :) hahah
Can you curl your tongue?
i can!
Ever won a spelling bee?
no because i've never entered one but i was good at spelling as a kid
Have you ever cried because you were so happy?
yes!
Own any record albums?
no but i wish i did
Own a record player?
same as above
Regularly burn incense?
no i'm allergic
Ever been in love?
i am right now :)
Who would you like to see in concert?
sooo many people...kings of leon or bon jovi would be GREATTT though
What was the last concert you saw?
paramore!
Hot tea or cold tea?
hot tea silly
Tea or coffee?
tea
Sugar or snickerdoodles?
dunno what the second thing is
Can you swim well?
not really
Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?
yep
Are you patient?
ish
DJ or band, at a wedding?
band, always
Ever won a contest?
errr dunno
Ever have plastic surgery?
nope
Which are better black or green olives?
neither
Can you knit or crochet?
used to be able to knit but i can't anymore
Best room for a fireplace?
living room
Do you want to get married?
not sure yet
If married, how long have you been married?
N/A
Who was your HS crush?
my current boyfriend :)
Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your own way?
no
Do you have kids?
no
Do you want kids?
not sure
Whats your favorite color?
most colours, i am partial to pink though. and blue
Do you miss anyone right now?
yeh :)
Did you watch, Next Great American Band on FOX?
no XD
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